Saturday, August 22, 2009
I'm sorry...
I'm really sorry....I wish you are reading this now...I have already accepted the fact that I'm just your friend....I just can't accept the reality that you aren't going to talk to me anymore...Maybe I have done something wrong to hurt you...I'm really sorry...I can't think straight now...And I know your hiding from me because you aren't comfortable when I'm talking to you..but please...talk to me for just one time so that we could work things out... I wish I could have more time talking with you....I wish I could turn back time to undo all the things I have done wrong...Somebody told me to move on...but I told her..I can't...not unless he talked to me and go back to the normal us...
loved HIM so @ 1:59 AM
Friday, August 14, 2009
thinking of you....
Since the day that I knew that a guy like you is still breathing...I'm thinking about you every single day.... until the day we fought.. I'm still thinking of you....but why??? ....I know I'm just a nobody to you.... but why are you a somebody to me...you haven't done anything so special to me... I guess you are so special to me because I really love you so much.... What should I do now....you're gone forever....you aren't going to talk to me.... my life is ruined....
loved HIM so @ 2:22 AM
Monday, August 10, 2009
I love you forever
Today I'm inspired but I don't know why....so I made a poem...This is my first poem so i don't know if it is good enough....Here it goes:
Forever
Whenever you leave me,
I'm crying can't you see?
Why can't you stay beside me?
Are you always busy like a bee?
Isn't my voice loud for you to hear,
Your beautiful name my dear.
What are your schedules for the day?
So that I could clear it like a a clean path way..
Imagining that you're here to stay,
To be my inspiration for the whole day...
Am I going to wait for you to come?
And finish all the things yet undone...
For you I will wait forever,
And say while I'm waiting "It is better to be late than never"...
-Klang
I hoped you liked my poem...
loved HIM so @ 2:25 AM
Friday, August 7, 2009
Bear Hugs
When I saw this picture... I pictured me and him...but at when i thought that is going to happen....my mood changed...I really wish that we could be just like that....I wish he would open his feelings to me...And I would open up to him too... we would comfort each other when one has a problem...we will cherish every moment together....but all of that is just a dream....I'm not a fool to believe that those things could happen...I know that I'm just dreaming when that could happen.. but I'm going to be shocked if that would really happen...Why would I make things more complicated???...he doesn't love me...but I love him... he don't even showed me his love even just a little bit....he always makes excuses when I'm talking to him...And with that I realized that he is not comfortable when I'm talking to him....I want to have a happy ending....I always want happy endings when it comes to my love life...but I didn't get it yet....I think it will come in the right time,right date,right moment....And I also think that all of this...is a test....is a te
loved HIM so @ 3:11 AM
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
what do you do when the one who BROKE your heart is the only ONE who can FIX it???
I'm always broken....but the reason why I'm broken its because...I always fall for the wrong guy....And some people say that I'm making a big fool out of him....I always ask myself why do I fall in love with the wrong guy....how will I know if he is the right guy???....Is he the right guy to be loved???.... I know that people keep asking those questions when they are broken...As you can see....I'm making this blog because I'm broken....I've fallen in love with the wrong guy....His hometown is far from mine...And I just met him online.....It's so hard to fall in love with a guy you just met online...And now I'm still in love with him....even though he doesn't love me back....and I keep myself not talk to him every single day......I told him that I'm going to give him distance because he says that he is already hurt seeing me being such a fool over him....that words he said was so hurtful I can remember all the things he said to me....Until now....I think it was just yesterday when he said those words to me...It still hurts me....but I can't help not talk to him every single day...I always see him online....but my heart keeps telling me to talk to him and work things out...but my mind keeps telling me not to....Now I'm once again confused with all the things happening...especially the things happening to US....I even think that there's no US...it's only him and me....but I can't just let our friendship over...I met him months ago....and we formed a group with only 4 members...I always wanted our group to last long...but...with our misunderstandings i think that will never happen....ays broken....but the reason why I'm broken its because...I always fall for the wrong guy....And some people say that I'm making a big fool out of him....I always ask myself why do I fall in love with the wrong guy....how will I know if he is the right guy???....Is he the right guy to be loved???.... I know that people keep asking those questions when they are broken...As you can see....I'm making this blog because I'm broken....I've fallen in love with the wrong guy....His hometown is far from mine...And I just met him online.....It's so hard to fall in love with a guy you just met online...And now I'm still in love with him....even though he doesn't love me back....and I keep myself not talk to him every single day......I told him that I'm going to give him distance because he says that he is already hurt seeing me being such a fool over him....that words he said was so hurtful I can remember all the things he said to me....Until now....I think it was just yesterday when he said those words to me...It still hurts me....but I can't help not talk to him every single day...I always see him online....but my heart keeps telling me to talk to him and work things out...but my mind keeps telling me not to....Now I'm once again confused with all the things happening...especially the things happening to US....I even think that there's no US...it's only him and me....but I can't just let our friendship over...I met him months ago....and we formed a group with only 4 members...I always wanted our group to last long...but...with our misunderstandings i think that will never happen....
loved HIM so @ 8:21 PM
.the lover.
just a short intro.....Hi!...I'm Clarisse...12 yrs of living....Came out to this world last Feb.1,1997....My close friends call me "Klang"....but don't you dare tease me "Kleng" or "Kling" or something like "Klong" or even "Klung"....if you tease me...something bad will happen to you!!SERIOUSLY!!
.the loves.
let's start with my fave foods...SWEET and SPICY foods are my fave....I know they are not advisable too eat too much....but what can I say...I love them...done with the food....now let's go with the hangouts.....i love to hangout in the MALL...but you can't see me holding many shopping bags...I only shop often...you can see me, every week, holding a new item...and most of all...my favorite color is BLUE..nothing else...
.the hates.
I hate backstabbers,losers,cheaters,feelers,and my enemy(of course)....and i hate people who hate me(i think no one hates me)
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yanyan
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ate kristel
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