|| .. just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go..

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

what do you do when the one who BROKE your heart is the only ONE who can FIX it???

I'm always broken....but the reason why I'm broken its because...I always fall for the wrong guy....And some people say that I'm making a big fool out of him....I always ask myself why do I fall in love with the wrong guy....how will I know if he is the right guy???....Is he the right guy to be loved???.... I know that people keep asking those questions when they are broken...As you can see....I'm making this blog because I'm broken....I've fallen in love with the wrong guy....His hometown is far from mine...And I just met him online.....It's so hard to fall in love with a guy you just met online...And now I'm still in love with him....even though he doesn't love me back....and I keep myself not talk to him every single day......I told him that I'm going to give him distance because he says that he is already hurt seeing me being such a fool over him....that words he said was so hurtful I can remember all the things he said to me....Until now....I think it was just yesterday when he said those words to me...It still hurts me....but I can't help not talk to him every single day...I always see him online....but my heart keeps telling me to talk to him and work things out...but my mind keeps telling me not to....Now I'm once again confused with all the things happening...especially the things happening to US....I even think that there's no US...it's only him and me....but I can't just let our friendship over...I met him months ago....and we formed a group with only 4 members...I always wanted our group to last long...but...with our misunderstandings i think that will never happen....ays broken....but the reason why I'm broken its because...I always fall for the wrong guy....And some people say that I'm making a big fool out of him....I always ask myself why do I fall in love with the wrong guy....how will I know if he is the right guy???....Is he the right guy to be loved???.... I know that people keep asking those questions when they are broken...As you can see....I'm making this blog because I'm broken....I've fallen in love with the wrong guy....His hometown is far from mine...And I just met him online.....It's so hard to fall in love with a guy you just met online...And now I'm still in love with him....even though he doesn't love me back....and I keep myself not talk to him every single day......I told him that I'm going to give him distance because he says that he is already hurt seeing me being such a fool over him....that words he said was so hurtful I can remember all the things he said to me....Until now....I think it was just yesterday when he said those words to me...It still hurts me....but I can't help not talk to him every single day...I always see him online....but my heart keeps telling me to talk to him and work things out...but my mind keeps telling me not to....Now I'm once again confused with all the things happening...especially the things happening to US....I even think that there's no US...it's only him and me....but I can't just let our friendship over...I met him months ago....and we formed a group with only 4 members...I always wanted our group to last long...but...with our misunderstandings i think that will never happen....

loved HIM so @ 8:21 PM

.the lover.

just a short intro.....Hi!...I'm Clarisse...12 yrs of living....Came out to this world last Feb.1,1997....My close friends call me "Klang"....but don't you dare tease me "Kleng" or "Kling" or something like "Klong" or even "Klung"....if you tease me...something bad will happen to you!!SERIOUSLY!!

.the loves.

let's start with my fave foods...SWEET and SPICY foods are my fave....I know they are not advisable too eat too much....but what can I say...I love them...done with the food....now let's go with the hangouts.....i love to hangout in the MALL...but you can't see me holding many shopping bags...I only shop often...you can see me, every week, holding a new item...and most of all...my favorite color is BLUE..nothing else...

.the hates.

I hate backstabbers,losers,cheaters,feelers,and my enemy(of course)....and i hate people who hate me(i think no one hates me)

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

.the lover.

.the loves.

.the hates.

.conversations.

.just a while ago.

.the past.

.beloved.

.sites.

.thanks.